Dear Kiki,
Today I am annoyed.
I realize this is not really a new thing. Annoyance and I have a back and forth relationship on any normal day, however today is special. I am annoyed because I am having a hard time interacting with some of my new co-workers. This difficult interaction is due to the 'Hotness Factor'. I know you and I have a varying defintions of hot. Lets just say that one of these guys is Katie hot and the other is Heather hot but they both are still good looking. Normally I do not have any trouble interacting with guys...in fact I LOVE working with guys; relaxed attmosphere, goofy syfi comments, sexual discussions about random people. But I have realized an important fact of my exsistance - I am still immature around guys I find attractive. Sigh.
I am at war with myself constantly. One moment I am a calm, married, 33rd old mother of 1 asking a perfectly resonable question and having a normal conversation and then the next I am a fast talking, loud laughing 15year old with raging horomones trying to draw attention to how cool I am. Ugh.
Love, Popo
P.S. Eye contact is really difficult to manage as well (I completely understand your sideways bus seat issue).
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